Picks of Steele

Movies #? - Get Low

2011-10-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

The movies I like best are the ones that I can relate too. For example, I have a thing for "A Christmas Carol", especially as I quickly approach old-geezer-hood. I freely admit there are things that I hate about "A Christmas Carol", but mostly I like the story about the bitter old man. I relate.

It is nice that there are movies about such from time to time. And such good stories too. "Get Low" is a new favorite. It does not hurt that I find peace in the solid country simplicity of the characters, and that the lead guy is Robert Duvall. What is it about that drawl that makes such a good story teller? He reminds me of my dad as well.

This is a story about mistakes and regrets, and finding a way to forgive self. It is a story about a man that does not want forgiveness. He wants to go on hating himself for what he has done. He never wants to stop hating himself.

I find that odd. Forgiving something in the past seems pretty easy. What is hard to forgive is a character that hasn't changed. What would one do if they hated who they were? Good story, amazing - AMAZING cast, great photography, well done. I can't say enough.

Movies #? - My Best Friend

2011-05-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

I'm getting better with the sub-titles. One of my greatest difficulties in watching movie is the scheduled "conflict". I wait for it to happen and wonder if it will be something I can stand.

I put myself right in the movie... and given that I'm pretty much a hermit, this movie hit somewhat close to home. At one point it was too ridiculous to "relate", but then I was thinking... I've been an idiot at times in my life (more than I'll admit). I was then "back" in the movie sweating over the conflict.

But it turned out to be a favorite film of all times. It has been a while since I've added anything to the list. Maybe I'm more particular, or maybe I just don't see enough good movies.

THIS is a must see... at least for anyone remotely like me.

Movies - #? Extraordinary Measures

2010-12-25T19:01:00.000-08:00

Oh... thankful for "guilt free" holidays when I can bury myself in a warm blanket and enjoy a movie from start to finish. I did not expect to like this movie, but I did. Brandon Fraser seemed poorly cast as a "high pressure" sales guy, but otherwise he was believable - even pleasant to watch. He's a friendly doof.

Harrison Ford is an amazing actor; it helps that he is well cast in his parts. He is nice to watch as well. While I'm confident that the view of drug companies was poorly developed, the movie does make someone start to think.

Likewise, this was another movie about "hope". I'm so damn sick of dreadful endings that it is nice when the story demonstrates some sort of success in the face of a hard life. THANK GOD! Sometimes Hollywood does try to let the viewer feel good in the end.

Movies - #? Defiance

2010-12-24T11:50:00.001-08:00

I'll spoil it for you now... it works out in the end. It seems like the quest for "reality" has it so that hope is eliminated in our lives. But sometimes, things do work out. One just has to deal with the difficulty and wait.. Highly recommended.

Daniel Craig & Liev Schreiber were outstanding; as well as the two that played the other two brothers. Oh... what a relief to feel like sometimes things can work out.

Movies - #? Joyeux Noel (Merry Christmas)

2010-10-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

I am not sure what to say. Maybe I'm just tired and thereby emotionally whipped into feeling attached to this movie. I hate - hate war movies. I'll watch from time to time only to be reminded of the worst of human behavior - or so it seems in contemplation.

And then I am left utterly confused when all my doubts are opened like a bloody wound. At one moment I am confused by life and what God is trying to teach; and the very next moment assured that it is the first and great, and second like unto it. I wonder how it is possible that we could learn - I feel like we, me... all of us are almost too stupid to see and to hear.

Yet the blind shall see and the deaf shall hear.

Movies - #? Enron, The Smartest Guys in the Room

2010-10-29T10:42:00.000-07:00

When the news happens, I mostly avoid it. Stories are incomplete, and it is "she said / he said". After a while, great documentaries come out - true history, and typically with a far better view of the reality.

This documentary was a shocking revelation to me. It was shocking because... I could see how it happened. People asked for and got "variances" and began to think it was okay exist as the exception, believing in fact that they were "exceptional". For years they were showered with money and glory - which helped them to forget that perception is not reality.

The company value was based on the "idea", un-executed. I've long said that good ideas are crap; it is the man that knows how to execute that is the hero. And then I thank God that I seem to have absorbed some of the financial morality that comes from being a CPA... and saddened that all too many do not.

I have come to enjoy documentaries... a picture of "time", a story of truth. I would highly recommend this movie... I would even go so far as to call it riveting.

Movies #? - The Madness of King George

2010-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

Partly due to my own questionable sanity, I particularly enjoyed this hopeful film. I did not realize it was a serious film when I picked it up at the library. It was quite good. I would recommend it.

I enjoyed the period in England, and the acting and the clothing. I particularly enjoyed Nigel Hawthorne who played King George.

The ending made one think twice about writing people off to the nut-house.

Movies #? - Bobby

2010-09-17T17:30:00.000-07:00

It has been a dry spell... maybe my expectations are higher, or I'm failing to find the good books and movies that inspire me to go back to my blog...

Today's pick for a movie is "Bobby". I wonder how much of the movie is based on some sort of history; but it is all about the day that Robert Kennedy was assassinated at the Ambassador Hotel in 1968. It is one of those historical accounts that picks up on the impact of everyday folk; not just the "well known", but those who were there.

It is a fast paced story that covers a host of participants. The movie was loaded with an all-star cast - Freddy Rodriguez, Anthony Hopkins, Helen Hunt, Lindsay Lohan, Demi Moore, Sharon Stone, Elijah Wood... which was a critical component of the story. The familiar faces helped you to adapt to a story of many sub-stories. One was able to connect quickly.

What happens is the perspective of "having been there". If tobacco kills 1,200 people a day, why is this story so memorable? Sometimes I have felt that too much drama for one death is a slap in the face of all those that died in a drunk-driving accidents, or from cancer. But this story was able to capture the violence of it all... how quickly everything can come to a close; and how some public figures carry so much hope in the hearts and minds of the people. I get it... I see why this was so painful; perhaps because it is one reality among many.

I'm grateful I saw the movie.

Movies - #? The Bank Job

2010-03-15T16:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes movies based on fact just don't work... but if they do, they are typically my favorite. Truth is stranger than fiction.

This very complicated story happened in the 70's in London. Jason Statham is a favorite; the guy is like a robot with some built-in personality. He is likable. And the "action stuff" is just fun. Mostly his movies are fun because they always have a happy ending where the good guy wins.

It is tough when the movie needs to conform to reality at some level. At one point in the movie, I had to close my eyes... and I am rolling around the sofa in pain (hard to watch some stuff). But for me, the movie was complex. And it was fun. CRAZY ending. It is a good "renter" movie because I watched it twice just to better understand how it all came together. HIGHLY recommend it!

Movies - #? The Dish

2010-01-28T10:40:00.000-08:00

I wonder why it is that movies based on English speaking people outside the U.S. is so appealing? Is it that we seem to capture the best of "them" and the worst of "us"?

This touching movie was based on a true story. It involved the Apollo 11 trip to the moon... "one small step for man...".

It is amazing to me that we each seem to forget that we are a part of this big world; for good or for bad. It was nice to see a movie that was a tribute to those who would rarely see when history is made. It was a well done movie; not over played - fun, yet still a "thriller" as it actually happened.

Goals - Under Stair Closet/Desk

2009-11-14T11:38:00.000-08:00

Okay, the second part of this project to help me deal with the slow season was my desk/closet under the stairs. It is fun to make things better...

Goals - Display Rack

2009-11-14T06:22:00.001-08:00

Money is tight and I have to drive myself to stay motivated. It is not like I have money in the bank account that dictates that I make good use of extra funds.

So, I have been "green". I have recycled just about everything in an effort to waste nothing. I've had two projects I needed to complete. One was a large rack card display rack in the lobby of the motel. I made use of about 17 inches of dead space in the wall. I cut into it to give guests of the motel ample information about the area. First, I'm happy when guests are happy. If they are bored, I just feel bad. Second, if they find enough to do, they stay longer or come back more often. It is my job to inspire them to get the biggest bang for their buck.

So, I had some lights left over from a project several years ago and a ton of scrap wood. I had some left over electrical stuff and the time to work on it. So, I determined to get the job done. It took all my "other time" (not doing regular motel work or civic stuff) for about two weeks. While is is NOT professional, it is VERY cool. It most likely took less than $90 in paint and extra supplies and it is USEFUL... and looks fairly good even if I say so myself. So... here's the home video.

Chatham Fair - All is well that ends well...

2009-09-14T13:39:00.000-07:00

Hey, fair is history now... Bruce, Terry & the missionaries moved the booth to its final resting place. I paid for the booth materials and did all the work I could... it saved us the cost of a tent, and I got the left overs... and I'm grateful. I think it looks very peaceful compared to the confusion of the fair. I think it served its purpose well, and now hopefully it will be enjoyed by the guests of my motel for many more years.

I think the booth was my "serving" opportunity of 2009. It was fun... I'm glad I was able to be a part of it... Steele

Movies - #? Danny Deckchair

2009-08-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

I seem to have this "accent" fetish... if they speak English, but with some sort of accent I seem to be far more amused. I wonder why that is?

At any rate, Danny Deckchair was crazy... one can't help but feel some love for the irresponsible star of the movie. Maybe he is lazy... or maybe he just never found his spot in life.

And it is always nice to watch a movie about someone that is a little "off" and see how they find their way. Interesting characters... fun idea.

Movies - #? Run Fat Boy, Run

2009-08-02T17:09:00.000-07:00

A friend said I look like Simon Pegg. I figure it is because I have the same belly this guy has in the film. I love this guy. He makes me laugh... and that is not an easy assignment for me.

The movie shows Pegg as this pathetic guy... they try to mask the massive personality this guy carries. I've seen him in a few other movies I liked... such as "Hot Fuzz". Yeah, his movies can be rank, but not so bad that one is horrified with the filth... only mildly sick at times. It is just enough to keep it edgy.

The plot? Nothing exciting... there were a few excellent lines... such as when Pegg (Dennis) tries to explain why he dumped the girl... saying it felt better to mess up one day rather than ruin a life. I actually choked up a little with that.

All I can say is... more, more more.

Books - #? Titan, the life of John D. Rockefeller, Sr. by Ron Chernow

2009-07-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

I seem to have become a little obsessed with "real life" - at least for those noble few. Fiction looses the appeal because without question, truth is stranger than fiction. So would be the case with John D., Sr.

This was an excellent book written about what is known without any un-due judgements on the man. Some nice thoughts conclude that he lived his imperfect life clearly by his own choices. Good example. And he lived his last years a little lonely... still desiring to live to be 100. He lived to be almost 98 years old.

Also interesting is that people still condemn him for his business practices. Correctly no heavy judgments were passed in the book, but was he really so wrong? He made deals that worked in the favor of his company for the lowest possible shipping. Was he suppose to "try" to pay more? It was legal, even if a little odd. But why must a man communicate deals freely made between consenting parties? He would undercut competition by pricing them out of the market. I think it was kind of cool... isn't the nature of business that the best man wins? He played hardball. I'm just not sure I think what he did was wrong. Another interesting thing is that he regularly paid off elected officials. This too was common for the period. But people condemn John D., and fail to place any of the burden on the officials. I'm not sure if I would have done what he did, but sometimes I think I work too hard for the competition. Perhaps I should focus more on winning the game?

Because he played hard, people (including me) often question his religious devotion. He was Baptist and always supported the Church. Yet he seemed so greedy in his work? How could this be? Well, I don't know for sure. John D. may have made an excuse that he felt God wanted him to make this money because there was a work for him to do - in giving away this money. It seems that he gave away at least a third, maybe much more... maybe like half. Given the money he had, he spend a very small percentage on himself.

Some other interesting things... he was a golfer. He didn't like to read... he knew how many shares of stock he owned in dozens of companies. He was incredibly organized. He was comfortable acting as an advisor... he did not feel the need to do the work himself.

I'm so grateful for this man and this book. Perhaps I need to feel more comfortable making more money, and looking after myself. I relate to this man... not to the same degree of success, but certainly in how he reasoned.

Finally, I read this book as a reference from a tour guide at Kykuit, John D.s' home in Tarrytown, New York. Now I've read the book, I'd like to return.

Movies - #? Winter Passing

2009-06-30T19:13:00.000-07:00

I first saw Zooey Deschanel in the movie Mumford. That movie sticks with me almost everyday as a fun, yet introspective look at life… even if borderline shallow.

In Mumford, Zooey played what was suppose to be a supporting role among a full cast of excellent performances. To me, Mumford was very well done… yet to me, Zooey managed to steal the show with her performance. She seems to play this ultimately honest, yet peacefully sad character.

She does the same in “Winter Passing”. She is so pleasant to watch. I crave the gentle peacefulness of her being. I think this movie was too sad to want to watch again… there was a part played by a kitten that still crushes the air out of my lungs when I recall. And the loss within the story is too painful to consider. Yes Zooey offers this peaceful acceptance that seems to reach into my soul and offer me hope… the hope that one day I too can submit to the good in the bold and ugly face of the bad. Oh, I would recommend this movie… while painful, it is filled with hopeful peace.

Movies - #? Meet Bill

2009-06-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

Okay, I appreciate Aaron Eckhart perhaps more than he is due, but I find the guy to be great fun to watch. While he has all the Hollywood good looks, he really knows how to ham it up. You never know what character this guy is going to play - especially if the roles were left up to him. I think he is cast far better in small budget films or when he does not play the lead (he was great in Nurse Betty).

This time Aaron plays a doof that "married up" and got stuck working for his father in law with the family bank. His wife is a good looking doof that screws around on him.

The story takes many anti-Hollywood twists (meaning a new plot) to work out a better life for Bill. My big problem is that "breaking free" of an old life often includes sex with beautiful strangers and doing pot. Whatever... that part is typical Hollywood.

I would recommend the movie.

Movies - #? Ghost Town

2009-06-11T20:05:00.000-07:00

Not too long after my Father died, I had a very vivid dream about him. I think I was in an airport. I came around a corner and I saw him... and I thought, what is he doing here, he is dead?

He was waring this cap that he wore before - to hide himself from me, maybe everyone.

I think I hurried after him and he turned and said "you weren't suppose to know". I woke from the dream and thought it odd... it seemed very real. I felt really good in spite of some silly dream where he never really died... he was just in witness protection.

And now, 25 years later I think about it again and I think "how nice it would be to have some witness that there is something more?".

The airport was not an airport - it was just a place of transition, some "in-between" place. My father was not dead, but I was not suppose to "know". But somehow I did, and that is why the dream seemed real. And that is why I felt so good.

Who is to say?

It was a very nice movie. Maybe we do know... maybe the separation is just so sad that we couldn't go on living now knowing it would be so long before we could be together again. Maybe we could not learn about trust and hope if it all came so easily.

Why is it that Hollywood sometimes comes out with these hopeful movies when they seem to scoff at it far more often than they "go with it".

Yep, this is a movie I would highly recommend.

Movie - #? In the Company of Men

2009-06-09T21:15:00.000-07:00

It has been a long dry spell... I have not seen many movies or read many books that I've enjoyed that much. I've tired... and either I'm "down" or maybe I am just out of luck.

This movie... I don't know what to think. It was "mean" spirited. It was interesting that it was rated "R" - not for violence or sex, but for being mean. It even said so on the Internet.

I love this Aaron Eckhart. He's in my Church, maybe. If his movies are any indication, he has ventured off the "path". But I figure he picks some movies simply for the unique story. This movie would have been for that reason.

His character is angry at society and how women can be hateful to men in general. The sexes really are not that good to each other; there is a basis within the story for the "mean" behavior the sexes force on each other.

Generally we do not see men try to justify their vindictive behavior... but that is what this movie did. I remain confused, but also somewhat grateful for a different story. At times the movie seemed a bit clumsy, but overall Aaron played the part well. While his character was consistent in his negative behaviors, it was surprising how things were played out.

My hope is that this hateful view that men have of women, and women have of men is only bad perception. It was sad to see this "evil" played out with so little regard for the feelings of others. I'm just not sure that many people are like this... although I guess that some are.

I don't think it is a bad thing to to accept the possibility that people can be so awful. But I also think it would be a bad idea to believe that people are normally so evil.

Very good story (meaning unique or interesting, not "nice), fairly well done... hard to see, but not a waste of time.

Movie - #? Hot Fuzz

2009-03-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is NOT the kind of movie I would normally think I would like. I don't even know how it got in my hands. It was advertised as a slapstick, irreverent, semi-violent movie about cops... NOT my speed.

Some people see this movie and laugh non-stop. I didn't get that. Rather I was amused... REALLY amused. I found myself really enjoying the two main characters. One was a doof and the other was a stick-up-the-backside sort of guy. But it was a really fun break. Fun sound work, goofy photography (but with some class). The story line was original... not so much so that it was outstanding or anything... most of this movie was in the British dry humor that is more enjoyable than gut-wrenching.

I don't by many movies... I see a movie once and I'm pretty much done. However I think I'll buy this one.

Movies - #? "A Good Year"

2009-03-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

"A Beautiful Mind", "A Good Year". Russell Crowe can make some seriously weird movies. He's a natural at "weird". In this one he plays a rather egotistical loon that is fine cheating his way into the big money.

And here is a story where man meets his self-centered objectives in light of a "happier time". It is a nice story.

But this story, like a "Christmas Carol" (another of my favorites) wouldn't be interesting at all if the key character had been POOR. Have you ever considered that? What would Ebeneezer have been without his money? What would he have had to give? What difference would his change had made? Maybe he would have been a nicer person, but the story would not be nearly as entertaining.

I'd say the best part of this story was the photography and the setting. I loved the excellent & interesting photography. I want to watch again just for that reason. The story was simple, but had some nice ideas that I don't want to give away. However, for my own memory, I'll mention a "letter found", a "letter acknowledge" and the writer thereof. It was a touching part of the story that might well have been overlooked because the magic of this movie was the hidden acts of grace in a very human (imperfect) world.

I would SO recommend this movie to anyone that is caught up in the race of life. Sometimes we are like the rat on the wheel forgetting to enjoy all the good that is around us.

Books - #? Brunelleschi's Dome by Ross King

2009-02-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

It surely must be difficult to write a factual book about events occurring in Florence in the late 1300s and 1400s. While there is history to be read, there isn’t much.

Filippo Brunelleschi was the architect / builder for the dome of the Santa Maria del Fiore in Florence. He won the commission and invested over 25 years in the endeavor. He invented ox assisted equipment to raise hundreds of thousands of pounds of rock in a days work. He dared to study and reason the history of building and then invent new ways of construction. His mark was made with fierce secrecy of his ideas knowing that “copyright” was not yet an effective protection of ones’ ideas. He was doubted, later earned trust, made mistakes, paid for them, and agonized to do it all over again. He was arrogant. He earned respect, but not loyalty.

He was a successful man for his time, but it seems he lived and died in the same household most of his life. Contemporaries lived far beyond Filippo’s humble life style.

My favorite story had something to do with a man that Filippo knew. It seems he went to the man’s house, bolted the door when he knew the man was coming home. When the man tried to get in, Filippo mocked the man – using the man’s voice and told him to go away… the man was confused hearing his own voice… and left. It seems the jest included capturing the man and pretending he was another man. Family of the “other man” pretended that he was of their family. After being put in jail for a pretended crime, he was finally released. Then the “other man” confessed to a dream that he was the man Fillipo was fooling. YES, hard to follow… but the man actually came to believe that the spirits of the two men were switched for the night. While it is hard to say if any of it is true, it would stand to reason that an inventor might well create such an elaborate scheme. It is strange Hollywood has never used this story…
There is one other interesting story where Fillipo invented a boat that would transport marble and other heavy building materials. He won this commission, the boat was built and it was a total disaster from the start. The equivalent of 10 years wages for Fillipo was lost… AND he paid for it himself. It represented a third of all that he had. How many people would have been willing to do the same? Perhaps the times required that he had no choice, but regardless… he paid it, and continued to dedicate the remainder of his life to the chapel and the famous dome he designed and constructed.

Fillipo was commissioned decades after the chapel had been started; his job was to build the dome. While it is not the Astrodome, it was the greatest of his time, and considering the materials used and the tools & equipment available, it is still the best in the world. The width of the dome is over 140 feet; compare that to the U.S. Capitol which is only 95 feet.

And all this was from a time when disease could easily claim the lives of 80% of the population in a single season of the year. The book was dry reading, but only 160 pages. It is a quick read, I’d recommend it.

Movies - #? Frost / Nixon

2009-02-10T14:50:00.000-08:00

I just saw Frost / Nixon. I suppose there are a million understandable reasons why some stories seem to get to me more than others. This story got to me.

I went by myself as I wanted to soak in the history and the significance. I half expected a biased, hateful show. I had my guard up. After all... I was there. I was with thousands of people in Washington D.C. the day that Nixon resigned... I saw the helicopter fly directly over my head. It is hard to be objective about something when one was there...

But it was a good story; well told. I left seeing that vision and dreams are risky, but fun. I saw that the chance to “come clean” can be a renewing opportunity in life. It is amazing to me that people do not take advantage of any opportunity to make things right if given half a chance.

The movie should be seen on big screen. The story needs that kind of focus. I'd rate this very high up as a movie to see.

Books - #? Team of Rivals by Doris Kearns Goodwin

2009-01-27T16:42:00.000-08:00

I thank God for excellent literature. Once again, my life has been changed - at least for as long as I have the memory to thereby benefit.

I attribute my undertaking to study this book to my ever powerful Stake President, President Standage. His influence was all it took for me to tackle the 750 page marvel.

I thank God for Lincoln's life where he demonstrated that "the hand can't say to the foot, I have no need of thee", as we are all a part of the body of Christ. President Lincoln had the foresight and the leadership to coordinate leadership with a wide range of personalities and as a result - he pulled the nation together in the midst of a great struggle.

As a Southerner, I'm not sure I ever had a real education on President Lincoln. This wonderful book gave me insight to better understand.

Had I lived in President Lincoln's day, I would like to believe that I would have loved him for what he taught and for how he lead. I hope that I would have. But thanks to those who have immortalized his name, I have the chance to love him now... and all those who worked and labored to see his vision come.

But I think the joy of having read this book will multiply in all my remaining days.

Books - #? Governor Martin H. Glynn Forgotten Hero by Dominick C. Lizzi

2008-12-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

Good story. Very interesting reading.

Here is the problem with good stories. Sometimes one wonders if an author forsakes credibility in an effort to deify the subject.

Governor Glynn obtained the sought after New York State governorship because Governor Sulzer was removed from office. Sulzer appeared to have demanded political independence after he was elected; the powers that had Sulzer elected then bitterly sought his removal - serious flaws were found in the management of his affairs. Sulzer made a mistake, but it was not for this mistake he was removed from office - or so it would appear.

Knowing that political machines had managed the removal of Sulzer because he refused to conform his decisions to other powers did not motivate Glynn to honestly state the case in spite of the fact that it would be Glynn to take Sulzer's place once he was removed as Governor.

The whole thing smacked of plot. However, perhaps Glynn was actually stumped as to a proper means of explaining the Sulzer affair? This is doubtful as Glynn was a master communicator as the owner, editor and publisher of the Times-Union. Was Glynn's ego such that he assumed his popularity would overshadow the means of obtaining office? Perhaps Glynn held his tongue due to his position. That would be questionable.

Governor Glynn's achievements after obtaining the office seem to substantiate his ability to get things done. Had he only spoken as clearly about the methods employed by those who wanted Sulzer out of office it would certainly have been a different story.

Regardless, it was an excellent read, an excellent story. I think that in spite of his few errors, I would have liked and respected Governor Glynn.

Movies - #? John Adams

2008-12-22T14:17:00.001-08:00

This was the series produced by Tom Hanks for HBO. It was a spectacular movie. I checked it out from the library and just didn't sleep. I watched the whole thing over a 3 day period.

I think the best thing about learning about famous men is that most of them were quite human. I admire the intellect and the drive, but other than that... I certainly share in their human qualities.

Well, I don't know what else to say except that I'm a better person for having watched it.

Books - #? Taking Woodstock by Elliot Tiber

2008-11-15T17:33:00.001-08:00

I love reading some of these popular books about the life of a gay man. I don't think I can relate much of it to me personally, however they are powerful stories. "Brokeback Mountain" is a powerful story. I heard the director of that movie, Ang Lee, was to do a new movie about another story of gay men, and I was curious. I was even more curious because the movie was made just a few miles north of my motel.

AND the story was about a man that was running a beat up motel a few hours north of New York City. So, there was some connection.

The story is about Woodstock and the affect this huge thing had on those who were involved. It was a very interesting story. Without question, I found some of it offending... too me life is far richer when there is some devotion to a higher law; a respect for Him who loves us most.

But these stories begs the question, is living a gay lifestyle acceptable? Tough question. The tragic part of every story seems to be that there is a better life that seems out of reach. If it isn't possible to live this "better life", what then? Is there some point where one gives up and accepts defeat and then finds happiness in compromise. I think so.

I think the real story is that good people try and fail everyday. And who are we to judge? Perhaps we are repelled by an action, but can we be repelled by the person? Is it not our obligation, duty and honor to love all? Clearly it would be morally wrong to judge a "person"; that is not our place as fellow human beings.

I'd recommend this book. It is a good story. Certainly one may be put off by some parts of the story, but it is a good, good story.

Books - #? Joseph Smith, Rough Stone Rolling / Richard Lyman Bushman

2008-11-14T13:35:00.000-08:00

Not long ago I requested an interview with a man I deeply respect. Since I do t know him well, I wondered what I would achieve by meeting with him. All that I knew was that I felt a humble need to talk to him. Given his position in my world, he is of crucial importance. Perhaps it is only the mantle he carries, or the fact that I would be hard pressed to ever disagree with him - I don't know. At the end of the meeting, I asked myself... "so, what was gained?".

As I pondered this meeting for several hours, the only possible charge left for me to consider was a book he mentioned. I thought, 'had he asked me to do some great thing, would I have done it?' Yet all I had was a book referral. When I got home I requested the book from my local library system... "Rough Stone Rolling".

Below is one quote in the book from Joseph:

"You don't know me -- you never will
I don't blame you for not believing my history
had I not experienced it [I] could not believe it myself"
Joseph Smith, Journal, April 7, 1844

I'm convinced there is a reason that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints has laid the charge to every member to find out for themselves the truth of the gospel. Surely no man could persuade another. For many reasons, it hard to believe.

Now I have read this good book and I have ached for things I can not understand. I have suffered for the lack of explanation. I have hungered for answers... I have questioned how things came to be. And while one man might well read the same passages and determine Joseph to be a liar, I have read... and in the midst of all the confusion and questions, I am left seeking answers. And I do not doubt that answers exist. And I'm okay waiting for them to come.

I have finished reading and I too... along with millions of others, have a deep and abiding love for a man I believe to be a prophet of God.

I have studied for several decades the tenants of the gospel that has mostly evolved from the works of Brother Smith. I have no choice except to confess that they must be true. It is not in me to seriously doubt. My only prayer is that I may hold to this faith for the rest of my life.

The gospel is the only thing I have found in life that offers any real hope. Without it, nothing at all makes any sense whatsoever.

I would recommend this book to those who believe, and those who want to believe...

Zeitgeist the Movie - I DO NOT recommend it...

2008-11-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

I watched almost the whole of the first part and I had to put an end to it. It was terrifying… on many levels.

The movie makes many paranoia based accusations. The movie offers questions for the sake of questions without any real effort to get answers.

All things are possible. There could be a basis to the accusations. But after thinking about it some (and the lack of any solid conclustions), I’d say most of it was very far fetched. There is an assumption that people are far more reliable then one might think. I personally doubt that any group of Americans could hold on to so many secrets for a lifetime. Eventually, the cat would get out of the bag. So, I’d say the bulk of the assumptions were just crap.

There is the other terrifying part… what kind of person comes up with these scenarios? Really? We have a group of Americans that blew up the World Trade Center? For money and power? Same for Pearl Harbor? Sorry… maybe some people can believe this, but while my opinion of general population is not that high… even I think that might be a bit much.

What I found most interesting is the use of Dr. Jones, the BYU professor. I feel for the guy. He is one of those that needs to “prove” things. I’m not sure anything is wrong with that, but his work prompted several to jump on the paranoia bandwagon and he became an overnight sensation. He became so popular by a certain set of political activists that I think he lost himself. He was asked to take paid-leave at BYU and soon after submitted his resignation. If history is any indication, I would guess he'll soon give up his membership in the Church as well.

And is the World Trade Center demolition theory true? I’m not sure I would say that George Bush & Co. orchestrated the event. What I might say is that the U.S. is a far more dangerous place than we think. I don’t know. Perhaps there was more to the plan than we know – but did Americans do the job? I do not think so.

This much I do know. Some people have gone to a great extent to speculate. This means that all of the thousands and thousands of people that have researched 9/11 are all in it together; they are all in on the sinister plot. Doubtful. To me, this is just as doubtful that “man” came into existence by accident.

Which brings me to the next interesting point… Isn’t is interesting that this whole big thing starts with an attack on RELIGION? I can see why people doubt, I often lack faith myself. While man wants to believe, in the face of all the mean, hateful things that occur in the world, it is not easy to accept.

However… when I first started watching, I thought it was MOST interesting. It was a strength to my testimony. I found great truth in all of the comparisons they made.

Take two surgeons; one does his work and says, I have seen nature up close and we evolve from monkeys. Take the next surgeon and he says he has seen the miracle of God. Both see the same thing, one walks away feeling gratitude for the gift of life; the next sees nothing more than a freak of the universe.

This first part of the show made me think of the lasting prophecies of Jesus. In the Church, we believe that since the beginning of time, it was foretold that Christ would come. We knew there would be false prophets – those who claimed to be the king. Certainly it would not be a new story. Religion was used for power and control… it was regularly used to the detriment of society. But this begs the questions, is religion bad?

Well, that can hardly be the deduction. The purpose of religion is to discover love and life. Is a car evil because a drunk got behind the wheel?

That being said, I suppose I might have more easily bought into their theories had I not had the Book of Mormon. Even without all their other proof, they can not disprove the Book of Mormon. Here is a book that came up in our day… by a man that was unschooled and never lived in any earthly wealth. He gave his life at 38 years old for what he claimed to have happened to him. I dare anyone to write a Book of Mormon. I dare anyone to do what Joseph Smith did in 25 years of life!!!

What an interesting experiment that would be? Commission ONE boy at the age of 14 to invest 25 years into a big fat story… get thousands and thousands of people to believe it, suffer as these people suffered and make them believe you got a bible from an angel. I say, it could not be done…

And we know from the teachings that the Book of Mormon was held for our time because WE would need it. And most certainly we do. Over and over the Book of Mormon teaches about the relationship of the virgin birth to all other events in life… Of course there are stories from the beginning of time that compare – because the truth has been issued over and over. Apostasy clouded the truth and again we needed living prophets to re-issue the truth. And sure enough, God sends someone to make things right.

Bottom line is the movie was terrifying. It would be terrifying if it was true. But I think it is even more terrifying if it is a big lie. What kind of person invests so much into their life into creating doubt? Even still, doubt with no final proof… just a cloud of ugly, dark, awful accusations. What kind of person does this???

While I’m not a trusting person… I trust almost no one… I think that one has to have some level of trust in mankind. Some are evil. Some make big profits on war and death and destruction… but I don’t think it was contrived as the movie claims. I don’t believe that most people are capable of that many decades of lies.

It is healthy to have questions, but not for the sake of “questions”. We need to seek answers. If someone wants to know more, study more… but to reduce a theory to an accusation is the travesty. And then to make movie after movie… ON WHAT???

Okay, that is my report on this movie. I personally would have slept through the second one (Z, Addendum). Perhaps if I’m ever bored enough, I’ll watch it as well. I'll soon enough delete this from the Blog... I figure I'd rather post on things I like.

Movies - #? Eagle Eye

2008-10-09T18:29:00.001-07:00

Cool! I suppose this movie was to freak people out... and it did freak me out a little. But typically, for someone that does not have much to hide, it isn't a huge big deal.

The idea is that we can be watched everywhere, and that the technological age has evolved to a point where a super-chip could run everything around us. It was amazing how many ways the world around us can be controlled. The movie was really good at capturing how big things have become.

What did I think was so cool? Well, if man can bar-code and track one another to such a degree, certainly a Father in Heaven could do that and more. I think somewhere deep in the movie, it might have brushed on the same thought.

I left hopeful. Plus, I thought it was enjoyable... while a tad scary, it was fun. Good entertainment.

I would recommend the movie

Movies - #? Lars and the Real Girl

2008-10-04T21:46:00.000-07:00

Movie was way too close to home... the idea is that this guy has issues in life and somehow deludes himself into believing a blow-up doll (or sorts) is his girlfriend. He boldly introduces her to family and friends. In an effort to help him work through it, they all go along.

Here is the problem... I'd say most people are delusional. We all have our false ideas, however society manages to keep us in a box; we either keep our delusions to ourselves or people literally buy into it. Paranoia is prime example... negativity, victimhood... it seems the world is eager to believe something, and as long as someone else believes it too (and it isn't religious), people seem to go along.

The problem with delusion is that we are fooled ourselves. How does one overcome if faced with isolation. Hence the story of this movie was pretty good. Somehow the cycle of isolation needs to be broken... sadly it is usually not so easy.

I'd recommend the movie.

Oh... I should absolutely confess that I don't have ANY blow up dolls. My delusions are far more serious.

Books - #? John Adams / David McCullough

2008-09-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

John Adams was a very complex man. Covering his life would have been tedious without the support of those mixed into his experience - such as Jefferson, his children and especially his wife. Writing a book that could do justice to his years had to have been a long, painful ordeal.

I typically will read a book through in a week or maybe a month. Sometimes a good biography will take months to digest. This was one of those books. To so quickly read through a man's life is unsettling. Is this how fast it really goes?

Most annoying about reading the lives of some of these famous men is that I feel like I am one of them, except without the talent. Somehow I was blessed (or cursed) with a similar temperament. It is both good and bad to recognize that I lack in the talents displayed by such men.

How difficult it must have been to be so well read and so knowledgeable and to have people reject what you have to offer? For me, rejection is easy enough to understand.

While I would say this book was more education than entertainment, it was just entertaining enough to lead me through the long and painful life of President Adams. And I am a better person for having done so.

Movies - #? Ratatouille

2008-07-10T14:59:00.000-07:00

Okay, I saw it... I enjoyed it, I forgot it. Then I was reminded that I saw it. I saw this loveable rat in a picture and I thought... "wow, what a great movie". It was about a rat that wanted good food. It was about being different, about being true to self and about courage - a favorite kind of movie for me. I'd like to see it again.

Books - #? The Mormon Way of Doing Business, Jeff Benedict

2008-06-20T14:36:00.000-07:00

Nice book... easy reading. It was nice how the book evolved into a personal look at the real live characters within the story. Business... a world where it seems everything is discounted except for "performance", it is nice to read a book which supports some of the underlying beliefs which make it all possible.

To often "morals" are treated as inconsequential. Too bad...

It was nice reading about modern day heroes that are making a go of it in the world. I can't say I've been overly successful - so it was encouraging to read about living men that are making dreams come true.

I highly recommend the book. Like a novel, there is an interesting twist at the end of the book. It left me wanting more. It would be great to read about what famous men do after they are too old to keep up in the business world. Maybe that will be book two?

Books - #? Loving Frank by Nancy Horan

2008-06-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

What goes around, comes around. However the black heart that finds vindication in the pain of their enemies might as well wait for their own day of reckoning.

The rain falls on the good and the bad. And how is it that we suffer for our sins? Is it in the hateful way outlined by the zealots? Or will that suffering be the natural result of self-realization?

I hated the despicable dialog and justification within the fictional lines in “Loving Frank”. It simply seemed shallow for the damage that was caused by the actions of those in the book. Mr. Wright, in all of his talent had a gift for the world and because of that great talent, it made it somehow acceptable in his mind to rob the world of its goods simply because he wanted it – because he thought he deserved it no matter what the cost may be to others. And Mamah, his culprit in this selfish plot likewise used the depth of her mental abilities to justify her quest for happiness – excusing the brutality she inflicted on those that loved, trusted and depended on her. What kind of self-righteous piety drives a person to try to make black appear to be white? Is the motivation the same black evil that causes the religious zealot to accuse his enemies? Exactly how does either philosophy align itself with “love thy neighbor”?

The most despicable part of this tragedy was when Mamah, the leading figure in this debacle was trying to decide to live in misery with her husband or to run off with a married man… as if either choice could be justified. To recklessly leave behind commitments to selfishly do as one pleases, or to hypocritically sacrifice her happiness to honor a commitment – was this her only choices? Really? Perhaps she could have chosen to do right by those that loved her, by those that depended on her? Was there no way to be grateful for a good man that loved her and for the children that needed her? Or did a selfish core demand that she abort all commitment and responsibility? And then why try to justify such evil? Would it not have been kinder to humbly accept the weakness within her – rather than to try and paint herself as some noble character seeking the welfare of all woman-kind? And just as despicable is that she tries to paint herself as “honest” – when she tries to justify the indecent cruelty. God help us when the best of us forsake honesty and kindness and then try to call those actions “noble”.

Much of this book is fiction, merely a guess at how things might have been. While I felt much of the initial dialog between Mamah and Frank to be shallow and juvenile, the logic of the facts seems to support intentions imagined by the author.

Many people have used this story against all who hold religion to be good. It seems the end of this story might have been rooted in the insane judgments of a lunatic that found some justification through “righteousness”. Well, this is just crap. In the mishandling of an automobile, a car can kill. This does not make the car evil.

One other evil needs to be considered: Some idiot, religious zealots assume God punished Frank Lloyd Wright for his evil behaviors. This too is crap. As stated in the beginning, the rains fall on the good and the evil. Our punishment comes from the realization that we have failed to have loved… not from the evil tragedies that occur in the natural order of mortality. I believe all good men and women suffer guilt for selfish behaviors. Life has a way of rooting out the evil – even within those who seem to have been guiltless.

My heart aches for the real hero in this book. I would like to know how anyone could justify what happened to Mr. Cheney, the husband of the rationalizing woman in this story. What appears to have been his sin? That he loved an independent and seemingly beautiful woman? That he loved his children? How did he survive those years when his wife abandoned both himself and her children? Did she have no obligation to fight to make him understand before she casts him into social and personal exile? How lonely he must have felt? My heart aches for him. I can’t understand how this man was able to face those tragic years when even his children were brutally taken from him? What became of him? To me, this is the most painful unanswered question of the story.

This was a powerful chronicle … Frank Lloyd Wright was a magnificent creator – often at the irresponsible expense to his clients, his family and those that helped him. Like the villain dictator born to great power, Frank developed a powerful talent that obliterated his conscience. And now for those that look beyond his architectural legacy, we can learn about the destructive forces of pride. It is a good story… but I’m glad most of it was imagined - I hope it was not as bad in real life. Sadly, I think it might have been worse. We need to wonder how and why such things happen. I honor the author for trying to think this out. It is a story that needs to be considered.

I am not sure, but I think one account recalls in interview with Mr. Wright that went something like this… When asked about the tragic fire at his wonderful country home – and the fact that his house burned to the ground and his studio remained untouched, he said “I think God is far more satisfied with my work than my life”. Perhaps we all learn in life… maybe even this great man that was cursed with a cancerous talent – maybe he eventually learned that real life – above all else – is about love and kindness.

www.lovingfrank.com

Movies - #? Into the Wild

2008-05-11T14:40:00.000-07:00

I've had a long dry spell with no movies or books that I have truly enjoyed - I get sad when I can't find a movie I like. And I like happy movies. I don't expect as much from books. Normally I don't like murder mysteries or spy novels. And I get truly bored with too many words describing the sunset. So, I was ready for almost any movie...

Sean Penn was behind the making of "Into the Wild"; therefore I was very unsure of what to expect. Sean's life is a bit too much drama for me, and I worried about a movie that would be overdone. With regard to the media, I think Sean "doth protest too much"; I think he likes looking indifferent and self-righteous.

However I found the movie "Into the Wild" to be okay. I was and am impressed with the story and how it was told.

"Into the Wild" is not a happy movie; at least not to me. It is about a smart young man that graduates from college and runs away. It is sad that someone so young could be so jaded and saddened by "society", but that is the disappointment of emerging youth, isn't it? Perhaps it is the disappointment of all. Life isn't how we thought it would be.

I should add that this was a true story.

Perhaps most sad is the pain the young man inflicted on others from his own moral self-righteousness... or selfishness - depending on how you look at it. It makes for a good story, but the selfishness is mean... and unfair. It seems to glorify the unjust expectations kids have for their parents - the expectation that they must be perfect... or else.

There were some impressive moments in the movie where the young boy made some connections, but it was never enough for him. He was driven to escape the sure failings of humanity. And unlike those closest to us, his new found friends do not discourage his deadly dream; they even encourage it knowing the dangers he would face. It is too hard for those closest to us to accept that sometimes we have to follow our dreams.. Eventually the young boy meets his dream and makes that escape.

Also interesting of all is the seemingly lost potential. It seems like the most able in life are the ones to have the least patience. Some of the "able" seem to have this disdain for those that have fewer talents... Who among us has built our own bodies? Which of us has built our brains? We are not the machanic, but the driver. Some vehicles are faster than others... some slower.

I suppose the boys greatest lessons come in the 100 days where he truly is alone - facing the reality of his dream AND facing his own limitations. I think it is was here that a compassion developed for the failings of those around him. Thankfully, and kindly... he journals the things he learns so that the evolution could be told in this sad story.

I would recommend the movie.

Art - #? Whole Being Therapy

2008-03-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

I think it is called "Thai Message". You can see the pictures on Terrel Broussard's website. I have listed this as art - because I think that is what it is. www.wholebeingtherapy.com - As in the pictures, you can have your clothes on! There is something about being rubbed down by a stranger and being naked, well - something seems very queer about that. But this was cool... as I said, it was more like art.

He also offers this Ayurveda healing thing... he gave me several assignments which included reading a short, but compact book of information regarding the subject. He started me on a number of interesting foods that are not typical to the U.S. Not only do I understand the reasoning for the recommendations, it is fun.

I've noticed some pretty quick responses from my body. His work gave me some hope. I love the study of new things, and the spiritual side of what he does agrees with those things I believe in my Church. I'm sure there are some "other" ideas that may go beyond my understanding, but the pragmatic side of what he does works. I'll post more in the future.

Art - #? The Clark

2008-03-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since I've posted. Since this is a compilation of "likes", that is not a good sign. But perhaps I broke the dry spell.

During the winter, "The Clark" http://www.clarkart.edu/ is free. I think it is from November through May. During the summer, the admission is $12.50 - a bargain. I was only there for 2 hours, and saw a small percentage. I'll be going back.

The Clark was opened in 1955 by Sterling & Francine Clark; Sterling was heir to the Singer sewing machine fortune (his grandfather had been Isaac Singer's business partner), he also inherited from his father a lively interest in art collecting.

The collection is mostly turn of the century French and American artists - especially the French Impressionists, and I found a new love for Winslow Homer and truly enjoyed a special exhibit for Frederic Remington. I loved too much to single in on any particular thing. I did the audio tour - I love the audio tours as it helps me to see things I would not normally.

What a wonderful gift from the Clark's. They could have wasted their life long love of art, but they gave it to all to appreciate.

Movies - #? Rudy

2008-01-19T06:10:00.000-08:00

This was a surprisingly good movie. It is the story about Rudy, a boy with a dream. And the "power" comes from one who sees Rudy for his real talent. The TRUE visionary is Rudy's friend. Rudy's talent is his drive.

Rudy's dream, as it turns out - is more a catalyst to develop his character. At some point he realizes this. His victories are both great and small. But Rudy counts his "wins", and leaves the "losses" behind. He recalls his victories, but is driven by what is up ahead.

This story would be a lot of fun and very enjoyable - except for the fact that it is true. And since it is true, it is great.

Sean Astin - who played the "nice guy" in the Lord of the Rings is the star of the movie. It is hard to tell if he was perfectly cast, or if he is just a really good actor. I tend to think it was good casting - that Sean is just a nice guy in real life, and as a result that translates well on film. I need to watch this one again... and again.

Books - #? Brainiac / Ken Jennings

2008-01-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

I don't know about this guy...? Jennings was the big Jeopardy! winner a few years back with 2.5 million to his credit. He is a member of my Church. The book is about game shows, and trivia; of course. He writes very well, and for a topic with little interest for me, I enjoyed it very much.

He seems to make a case for "trivia" and does an excellent job. I find myself feeling a obligation to know the world around me. But he fails to attack the root for people's disdain for "trivia", and that would be the "trivial" things that people like to know... like the ingredients in a mixed beverage? And who cares about Mr. Greenjeans?

But the world... the politics, the history, the geography, the sciences... I really feel like I need to learn more. I was inspired.

The thing I find very strange about Jennings (while I do like him) is that he seems keen on "fitting in". My guess is that Jennings is able to absorb massive amounts of information - like a computer. As a result, he feels like he does not "fit", and he admits that for a time he even hid his mental talents because he was embarrassed by it. So, maybe he protests too much? Maybe there is a bit too much of Mr. Jennings that is trying to "fit" into society. How sad that would be. He clearly had much to offer... I expect more from him. I hope anyway. Perhaps one day he'll be able to freely let his light shine and we'll know what he is really like.

It is a sad thing to feel shame for being peculiar... perhaps we were meant to be peculiar?

Books - #NOPE Talking Truth to Power by Anita Hill

2008-01-03T06:49:00.000-08:00

Okay, I gave it a shot. I was prejudice before I started, so I don't trust my judgement on this. But I felt I should try. Her book seemed consumed by all the people that don't know her - yet believe her. What story there was seemed to lack credibility. Whatever. I think she did it for glory... I still don't trust my judgement. If she lied, I don't understand that kind of person. If she is crazy, well... I can relate to that. If she told the truth, then my buddy Mr. Thomas has picked a pretty boring life which would be a lie. WHY would he do that? I wouldn't recommend the book.

Books - #? A Gathering of Saints by Robert Lindsey

2007-12-25T21:09:00.000-08:00

The story of the "salamander letter".

This was a painful effort. I admire Mr. Lindsey for the extraordinary effort it must have taken to compile all of the facts within this story. I believe he was as honest and fair as a man could be that was not in the Church. He did an excellent job of creating a marvelous story from reality.

As a Mormon, I like to believe that I know how the Church works. It was a challenge to read this book because it makes one question personal beliefs. By reading the book, I had to see this from the perspective of one who is not a Mormon; from that obvious sense of doubt that would invade anyones thoughts in light of such a story.

It is sad how truth and beauty and love can turn into something so completely ugly. And this was an ugly story. And very sad. At the same time, it was educational and challenging. I should bluntly state that I think it is typically unhealthy to purposely challenge ones faith. Life itself has a way of doing that without any additional effort on our parts to intentionally create a challenge. Nevertheless, I'm grateful to have managed to get through it. And I will gratefully return to read about how God loves us and how the gospel message is one of hope, love and peace... not of those things that are contrary.

Still... it was a powerful story. I wish that it would be made into a movie. I don't know how that could be possible as complex as it all was, but it would be interesting. Lindsey, the author - I believe he is quite good. It would be interesting to see if he could do it.

Movies - #? Saints and Soldiers

2007-12-16T21:41:00.000-08:00

I am pained by war movies. I watched "Band Of Brothers" due to my admiration and love for those who gave so much to a noble cause. I have watched "Saints and Soldiers" for the same reason. I detest war; I hate it... but I accept it as an ugly reality in life. I would try to fight if called to serve.

This movie was so touching that I had to write about it seconds after watching the end. Deacon. I want to be as good a man, but I am sure I could not without the help of God. And I thank God for stories such as this one. If only I could be a better man... I try, and perhaps that is enough.

This movie is about duty and dedication; and it is about the power of God in the smallest moments of our lives. It is about love and trust and seeing beyond the prejudice that is so prevalent in life. If only...

Movies - #? Thank you FOR Smoking

2007-12-12T06:02:00.000-08:00

I truly enjoy Mr. Aaron Eckhart. He was cast in the leading roll for this novel film. As the title implies, the movie is based on controversy; but embedded in this entertaining movie is the need for people to think for themselves. There were several other fun little messages, but I can't help but believe that "thinking" was key to the entire story.

Mr. Eckhart is a member of my Church. I'm pretty sure that Hollywood has nearly swallowed him up - and perhaps he is more distant from the center of the Church, but I still feel like this is a talented man that enjoys his work. And he is good in my opinion - as a person and as an actor. He played the trailer-trash-husband in "Nurse Betty" - perhaps my favorite of his many performances. He was hysterical... and a totally different character from his other rolls. He played the crazy idiot all the way through to a painful death. He did excellent. Other great rolls included the kindly hippie & boyfriend in "Erin Brokovich". He's had a few other rolls that I've seen... but these three seem to capture him at his best - in my opinion. (And based on the movies I've seen that he is in...)

I highly recommend this movie. It was as fun as it was enlightening. In fact, I almost feel like this movie should be required of every political party zealot... no matter WHICH party.

Reading - #? My Grandfather's Son / Clarance Thomas

2007-12-12T05:56:00.000-08:00

The story of Joseph Smith & the Mormons is so fantastic that is must be questioned. If it is true, then there is no greater message for the world today.

It seems the stories we are apt to disbelieve are the most shocking ones. Certainly truth is stranger than fiction, and in most cases far more tragic.

I was in Washington during the confirmation hearings for Justice Clarence Thomas. I had the honor and the privilege to attend a few sessions in person; and I think I watched the balance on TV. It was a glorious event. I think it was the most historic political event I’ll ever witness in first person. Mr. Thomas concluded this event with my full support. But with most things in life, I reserve any pronouncement of “knowledge” as I was not there to witness the truth of Mr. Thomas’s life. Regardless of the “truth”, I had substantial doubt in the full truth of the villain of this story – Ms. Anita Hill. I often wondered why Ms. Hill would make these charges had there been no basis – no matter how small that basis might have been.
However, I’ve now been offered a tremendous honor to read Mr. Thomas’s story from his own words. I still don’t “know” what happened, but I know what I believe. I believe Mr. Thomas told the absolute truth. I understand why he wrote this story… but it does not change the fact that I feel honored to have read the personal account of his life. I think it was a tremendous gift to anyone that might have an interest in his life. Thank you to Justice Thomas.

I’m a better man for having read this book. My big hope is that someone will make a documentary on this subject, and perhaps make a movie of the book. I want more of this incredible story.

Movies - #? Billy Elliott

2007-12-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

Entertainment at its best. It is a cool story about breaking out to do something different - even if it does not fit with society. But NOT just for the sake of being different, but because it was real.

I loved every minute of this movie. I particularly enjoy the accent. It is fun to struggle through and try to understand. I got a kick out of the dad... in a few ways he reminded me of my own dad, and in some cases the boy reminded me of ME. It has been a while since I've seen this movie. It is time to get it again...

Movies - #? The Golfer Movies

2007-12-07T19:32:00.000-08:00

While I can't seem to get through a single game of golf, I sure like the movies. "The Greatest Game ever Played", "Bobby Jones, Stroke of Genius" and even "The Legend of Bagger Vance"... I like them all. I like whatever is true in the stories as well as the greens, the stress and the fun of controlling the tiny little ball.

I can't take it too serious... it's a damn game. But it is great entertainment. My kind of movies... and I'm thinking I just might give the game another try?

Books - #? Walt Disney: the triumph of the American imagination by Neal Gabler.

2007-12-06T17:26:00.000-08:00

This book prompted me to take one of the best vacations of my life. I enjoy biographies. I live a very quiet life and I don't know many people intimately. Therefore a biography is a way that I can learn to look for the greatness that could be in every person I meet.

This biography was complete and fair. It was nice to see a book that painted a picture of a man for all his vices and virtues. And Walt was loaded with both. And he had such vision. So few might have realized the power of the story, but Walt was serious. He believed in this dream world of animation and evolved this concept into something much much more.

There is too much about Walt to include in a brief post - but I really liked that he worked with his brother Roy. I liked the fact that Roy is the man that made the dreams come true. Without his brother, Walt might have been bankrupt most all of his life. And I liked Walt's quest for something more.

And I loved Disney World... I love the whole idea, the opportunity to explore and discover HUGE creative visions - the likes of which impress me daily. I love Walt and all he gave to me.

Books - #? Russka by Edward Rutherfurd

2007-12-06T17:16:00.000-08:00

I've read several of Rutherfurd's books, Russka, London, Dublin... I enjoyed them equally. I've never read a book like his. They are fictional novels that cover entire civilizations extending sometimes thousands of years.

The obvious question is "how do you hold a reader" when the characters obviously die off when a book covers more than 1000 years. In a very complicated style, Rutherfurd manages to map together family history with traditions and persona that travel many, many centuries.

It makes one question one's own heritage. Who do I look like, and what did my family do to bring me to this spot on the earth. In order to follow the story, at the front of the book is a family tree so that one can see how the book progresses through the progeny of the characters.

Most interesting is that Rutherfurd does not (at least not in this book) focus his book in the history makers - the rich and the powerful; rather he captures the life of the people that were in the background while history was being made. It is shocking to feel like one can so easily relate to the feelings and experiences of someone who lived in 300 b.c.

With each book, I felt a desire to know more about the lands and the people. I felt a wave of gratitude for the fact that perhaps most people are good and that often in history a good people have suffered for the evil acts of those in power.

It was a hard book to read. All of them were. Sometimes I could read for hours, sometimes I had to stop for a week to digest. They all took a month to six weeks to complete. But it was worth every minute.

Books - #? Edison by Matthew Josephson

2007-12-06T17:03:00.000-08:00

This book may or may not be the best autobiography on Thomas A. Edison, but it was enough to help me see the life of a most unusual man.

I didn't realize he was actually the founder of GE, nor did I know he was mostly deaf, and that he was a problem child with virtually no formal education. I didn't know he had six kids, three from a first wife that mostly didn't know him; and three from a second that mostly did.

I didn't know that he conversed with his wife by tapping her hand or leg in Morse code - and that is how he asked her to marry him. I didn't know how hard he worked, or the fact that through it all he remained positive and hopeful. I didn't know that Henry Ford first worked in Edison's employ, and that Ford built a museum in Michigan, much to Edison's tribute.

Now I want to see his home and laboratories in N.J., his summer home in Fort Myer Florida and GE in Schenectady.

Reading offers a depth of knowledge that reaches into my soul. I'm grateful for that, and all the wonderful things that came to life & light as a result of Mr. Edison.

Movies - #? The Island

2007-11-25T07:47:00.000-08:00

I'm not typically a big fan of independent films, however I feel like they are often the last frontier for creativity (http://www.filmmovement.com/). But some of these films are very touching... sadly it seems that films about God do not come from Hollywood.

"The Island" is a Russian film about a very human man who suffered for his sins and knew it was God to whom he could seek for peace. He lived his life seeking the greatest of gifts, to return to God, to be forgiven.

The old man that is in the movie is beautiful. He is a skinny, dirty shell that reaches beyond the physical to find the strength that comes from nobility. It was not an easy movie to watch although some of it was comical and refreshing... much of it was hard. But this is the kind of movie that makes one want to live a better life.

Movies - #? Brokeback Mountain

2007-11-24T19:05:00.001-08:00

Okay, maybe I should go ahead and post my thoughts on this one since it will fall into the archives in a few days.

I liked the acting, the music, the photography. I liked the story although I had some issues with it. First and foremost, I believe that it is good and natural that men love other men - but I think that the sex part kind of messes that up.

I think the loneliness that was captured in the movie is not only for those who think they are outcasts. Often in life we are left wanting... maybe that is because life is far from perfect. Maybe it is because we are eternal beings stuck in a temporary existence. Maybe we miss home?

But Heath won my respect as his performance was powerful. I could feel the stress and energy in the story he told. That other guy... Jake? He did great too. The two of them did an interesting job communicating their parts. I'm grateful for the movie.

Art - #? Michael Sowa

2007-11-24T18:56:00.000-08:00

A German artist I discovered from watching the French movie Amelie. I love him. His work is beautiful to see, but totally twisted. I love his fat little people; he creates some magical innocent place filled with color and softness... and still something very weird.

Music - #? Marin Ord / Waiting

2007-11-24T18:50:00.000-08:00

Well, there is not much I can say... look her up - www.marinord.com - she could do anything really, but I think she has chosen something better in life than singing (not that singing is bad). But her music takes me away...

Movies - #? Pleasantville

2007-11-24T18:46:00.000-08:00

I like movies that invest in creativity, color and being different. I'm a firm believer that the "hand can't say to the foot I have no need of thee". Each person alive has a contribution to make; the problem is often finding out what that is, or making sure the talent is not lost in a sea of "fitting in".

So, I loved the color... and I love that blond girl - Reese I think? She is fun. It was a pretty movie.

#2 Reading - Ayn Rand

2007-11-24T18:12:00.000-08:00

Strangely enough, it was Ayn that taught me that I am a child of God. It was in her stories that I began to see the worth of a soul. While I rarely relate to the heroes in her books, I relate to Steve Malory and even Eddie, Dagny's assistant. But I see the value of passion and desire - of reaching for something more. And I learned much of that from Ayn.

#1 Reading - Scriptures

2007-11-24T18:07:00.000-08:00

I believe in the "word of God". I believe in truth, and the value of knowing how to be a better person. I can't say I'm very good at living it, but I try.

For me scripture can be my own prayers... when I feel like I'm in tune with God. But the scripture I trust most comes from the General Conference reports from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints - www.lds.org ; these reports give meaning to life.

Along with that is the Bible, the Old & New Testament; the Doctrine & Covenants and the Book of Mormon.

Visit - from Jeff K.

2007-01-02T17:29:00.000-08:00

It couldn't have been a better time for a visit. Work has been slow this spring and I needed something to jump-start my initiative in life.

My previous Bishop from Michigan came to visit. He got here safely on May 11th about noon at the Albany airport. Jeff is easy company; he has many interests and he is quite comfortable talking about the gospel and how all the various players fit in the game. We traded stories from our respective congregations.

We went to Sam's to spend about $300 on motel supplies, and then off for Hillsdale. I put Jeff right to work. It was his first time on a zero-turn lawn mower and took to it immediately. It was obvious he was loving it as he zipped all over the lawn. While the lines are not perfect, it is far better than my first effort on the Zero.

After a few hours, I sent him off to the locker room as I needed him to go pick up the missionaries. We had intended on entertaining an investigator - but they decided to blow us off. So, it was a bit cold, but we had a weenie roast with the missionaries and some other friends from Church, Debbie and Brian.

It was a long day and we turned in quickly after things were cleaned up.

I called Jeff in his room very early so that we could go work out at the high school gym. Jeff is a runner... and a proficient basketball player. His "endurance" and "consistency" is the example I need. I tend to push too hard and then GIVE up. But we did our hour long thing and then headed back to the motel for a long day of lawn work.

First I made pancakes - My friend Liz taught me to add "stuff" to the pancakes and this time it was blackberries and chocolate chips. Um... Jeff enjoyed.

Because the dew was still on the ground, Jeff and I decided that he would tackle the weeds. We strapped this new FOUR-gallon sprayer on his back to kill the weeds. It was HEAVY to lug around five acres of land. So, he zig-zagged the lawn for about 2 hours while I mowed the banks (a job from hell). Then he got started on the rest of the lawn mowing. He did a great job. I weed-whacked and got the chain saw out to get rid of some dead trees.

We meant to eat earlier... but I let time get away. We finally went up for a ham sandwich which was very good. Then back on the lawn. Jeff got the weed killer back out to work around the pool fence. I continued to clear some garbage around the property. It looks GREAT.

About 3 p.m. I decided I had pushed the slave labor a bit too long and we ventured off to a sculpture park - http://www.artomi.org/mi.org/ The pictures speak for themselves. MAKE SURE TO SNAP PICTURES TO SEE THEM BETTER....

After that we were off for Brother Albano's for dinner. His wife Angie had a wonderful dinner prepared. Brother Albano is a great story teller... it was a lot of fun. The Jeff tormented their poor dog till I was sure that Brother Albano was going to kill him and then I push Jeff out of the door before they kicked us out. It was fun... good people, good food... the things a good life is made of.

It was a little while before American Idol (poor Jeff had to suffer through that... but I love the show and was determined to get back in time). With the time we had we went to see High Falls just outside of Philmont New York. Jeff said he had worked a lot harder to see a lot less... meaning he really enjoyed it. It is beautiful. Attached is a picture from a few years ago; it was far nicer when Jeff and I stopped by. Then we saw the beginning of the sunset from the Taconic Parkway. Jeff saw just about the best the area has to offer in terms of weather.

The next day was CRAZY fun... at least for me. We got up at 6 a.m. and were quickly off for the day. We met two of the best kids I know - Raven and Patrick and headed for the fire tower at Ferncliff Park - http://www.waymarking.com/waymarks/WM4FF3

Jeff was NERVOUS, but he focused on his feet and made it all the way up. Even Raven got a little jumpy there for a minute. But we got to the top and all was well, much the way of life.

We went to eat at the Village Diner in Red Hook and then parted ways as Jeff and I headed for Tarrytown New York. WOW. It was a long drive in, but it was great. We saw Lyndhurst http://www.lyndhurst.org/and then Kykuit (sp?). DOUBLE WOW. I liked them both, but I was really sold on Kykuit http://www.hudsonvalley.org/content/view/12/42/- the four generation home of the Rockefellers. I learned a lot and was inspired to learn more. I've added some of my favorite pictures, but there is no way I could say all that I experience

d! While there was much to see, I was surprised by my reaction to some Picasso tapestries that were made under Picasso's own direction - reproductions of many of his own paintings. I was nearly paralyzed by the beauty. There was much more to discuss.

Then we headed back to Hillsdale just in time to go help with a service project at the Milligans, another member of the Church here. We worked for a few hours and headed back after a good, but very busy day. I watched American Idol and Jeff took some private time... smart man.

The next day, up at 5:30 to go work out at the gym again; then to the Old Chatham Sheep Herders Farm http://www.blacksheepcheese.com/ to see the sheep. Jeff bought some cheese for his wife Mary. Then off for an early lunch and on to Albany. On the way to the airport we went to check out Nelson Rockefeller's Plaza... which truly was a master work of his own. While many New Yorkers do not like it, I LOVE IT. Jeff seemed just as entertained.

We then went to the Capitol building and lucked out with some audio tours. Jeff said it was one of the best he'd ever seen and he likes to see capitols. JEFF, YOU NEED TO GET ME THE PICTURES! Over the past few days, I was once again falling in love with New York. We had some time before we needed to head for the airport, so we went to the museum and looked at a few exhibits.

When I got back to my truck, I realized we had stayed too long... but luck prevailed and no ticket. I must say the GPS in my truck did great... except when I tried to out-think it. When I did what I was told, it was an easy trip... and it was an easy drive to the airport. I waited outside while Jeff made sure everything was okay... and it was. It was an easy return to Michigan... a GREAT trip.

I was glad to have my motel back to myself as I am mostly a hermit at this point. But Jeff is easy, easy company. As soon as I was driving off from the airport I felt a stab of sadness as I was alone again... even though I LOVE my private time. I felt content that there would be another visit sometime in my future.

Shopping for a stronger business - PITTSFIELD

2007-01-01T18:53:00.000-08:00

Okay, Pittsfield is NOT a first choice for location. I'm not sure of the occupancy in the city and it is key to my survival to have "business", not just "leisure" travel. But Pittsfield is only 30 minutes away and is an interesting city... what little there is of it.

Here is the building that interested me. There were two... but I thought this was really fun. Depending on the asking price, it could be a nice option. It could hold as many as 10 to 12 guest rooms including living space for me, storage and lobby area. The original bank lobby was already destroyed... so, the building is mostly moder office space and quite large. I anticipate that the building could make more money as an Inn than an office... and it is nicely located in the heart of town. The best part is that there would be no interesting lodging competition in town. It has promise... of course that depends on the sellers expectation of worth. Again, as an office rental, I could make it more valuable as an Inn. We'll see...

SNAP THE PICTURE TO GET SOME WONDERFUL DETAILS!!!!

Shopping for a stronger business - BUFFALO

2007-01-01T16:27:00.000-08:00

I'm fairly certain I'll never be rich, therefore staying in business for myself will be tricky. I'm in the upper Hudson Valley now; I have a wonderful little motel... it is very pretty here and I've learned to love the simple country beauty. But I am going to need more money for when I'm older.

Therefore I have begun the process of investigating a new lodging business in a "high occupancy" area that I can afford. New York City offers great rates and high occupancy; but I could not afford to break into that market. I've considered other areas such as Hartford CT, Albany NY, Pittsburgh PA. All of these cities are busy, but not as "sexy" as San Fransisco or New York City.. and thereby affordable. And I even looked at Salt Lake, but the prices are sky high... it is out of the question.

This trip was to Buffalo. I took a few days off to investigate the city. I rented a nice little KIA with high gas millage as my truck drinks the gas and would have been far too unreliable. My friend Elizabeth has sold me on this idea... it is pricey, but fewer worries. I left in the morning of Tuesday March 24th after two guests checked out. I was on my way by 9:30 a.m.

It is a 300 mile drive from where I am, and not very interesting. However I realized that I could stop by Palmyra on the way (about 1 hour away from Buffalo). This is major historical site to my Church. This is where Joseph Smith was visited by Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father (yes, God has been to New York - note the cool figure to the right - this is in the Visitors' Center near Joseph's home and the sacred grove - SNAP the picture for a BIG image). I had not been to Palmyra in over a decade and I was anxious to see the new Visitors' Center and the new Temple. I introduced myself to the missionaries at the main Visitors' Center by Hill Cumorah and they were happy to show me around and answer some of my questions about the sites.

I walked up the hill to the site of the statute of the angle Moroni. It is beautiful and very sacred. It is a very unusual spot in that it is a very high hill in the middle some low lying countryside. I did a little video from my camera to see from the top of the hill (note below). Also, this picture of the main Visitors' Center has my little KIA parked in front. It was a remarkable car! Yes, a little "cheap", but it handled very, very well.

After a very nice visit to Palmyra, I was back on the road for Buffalo. I stayed at the Red Roof Inn right near the Buffalo/Niagara Airport. Some of my friends don't care for my low budget selections, but I was amazingly comfortable. My needs are very simple; it was clean and the beds were not of perfect quality, but they were good enough for me. I decided to take a shower, grab a $1 burger from Wendy's and go to the movie "Coraline". This is the 3d kids movie done by Henry Selick (the guy that did "Nightmare before Christmas"). His work is DARK and this movie was no exception. I imagine there was far more depth to the movie than I was able to pick up... I think I was focused on the 3D and the weirdness of the movie itself. I think I would appreciate it more if I understood it better (a kid behind me seemed to understand better than I did!?). No matter, it was a nice break after the days drive - and I really did like the movie even if I was a little confused.

The next morning I was up early... went to Denny's for a "grand slam" and off to downtown. I had my GPS with me, so getting around was as if I lived their all my life... it was GREAT. My first stop to see where the Church was. I figure I do not need to take any chances and where ever I go needs to be close to "home". The Church had garish colors and was really odd. I have no idea of the building history... perhaps it belonged to someone else before? At any rate, it was interesting and seemed to be very nicely located. It was just off a main thruway into the downtown area (a nice area). No doubt, it is a well known building just because of the location.

Feeling somewhat satisfied, the next stop was to "start" a walking tour of downtown. Buffalo is famous for its' wealth and commerce around the 1900's. At one time Buffalo had more millionaires per capital as anywhere in the U.S. AND it shows in the truly interesting architecture. Buffalo'ers (like New Yorkers?) are committed to their ghost town (not exactly a ghost town, but compared to its' past... yes). The Buffalo Tourism department offers a 40 page booklet that lists over 28 sites in downtown Buffalo... all extraordinary buildings. It is full color and has interesting stories about the dates, builders and uses of the buildings.

So, I fumbled my way around till I found parking (not hard, I was just confused) and located the first stop on the walking tour when I immediately saw a building I liked. I'm looking for something CHEAP, but in reasonable condition so I could flip it into a boutique hotel (between 10 and 20 rooms). I figure with good occupancy and rate, I could make it work. But it won't be an easy find.

As you can see from the picture, the building is INTERESTING (be sure to SNAP pictures for additional detail)... which is also key. The location isn't quite right. It is in the "bar" side of town and I'm afraid it would not be too restful for lodging. I further confirmed this was not the best idea when I discovered from the Preservation Office that this building was going for 1.2 million dollars. It could easily take that much to get it converted into a usable business... so, it is doubtful. It would still be on the list... the upstairs (lodging area) is completely gutted and ready for an easy install. As you can see from the picture, the 2nd and 3rd floors would easily house 10 to 14 guests rooms (goes around the corner as well).

Then I was off to site #1 on the walking tour which is one of the first indoor malls in the U.S. - built in 1922. This was a good first stop with the Buffalo Visitors' Center and the Preservation Office located in the same building... I figure I was learning fast. However, I had an appointment at 11 a.m. (time was flying) to tour the Darwin D. Martin House Complex - a home designed and built by Frank Lloyd Wright. In spite of my poor understanding of Wright's artistry, I seem to grow more fond of the long, peaceful lines of his work. I like how glass and structure seem to work together like a trick. I can't say I have the same growing respect for Wrights' morals, but I figure he was cursed with a talent that caused his moral vision to become blurred... I guess? Regardless, I was eager to experience this part of Buffalo's history... and I was not disappointed.

There isn't much need for me to detail what can be found on the web, but I'll share some of what I noticed. The house is about 75% restored. More than half of the complex was torn down sometime after 1935 for apartment buildings. Since the re-purchase of the complex, they have spent more than 50 MILLION dollars to bring the building back from the dead. It is interesting to see the "work in progress". They anticipate the need for 10 MILLION more. A 60 million dollar home? Frank would certainly be proud. But there is a glass "information center" (or whatever) that is built just behind the home... low to the ground so as not to affect the view from the street, but quite big enough to be an eye sore... SORRY, they paid $5 million for a glass box. I didn't get it... so, that limits my artistic appreciation I suppose. The other very cool thing about the house is that since it is in reconstruction mode, you can see what they are doing. It is FUN to see what they will do next. I was most impressed with a huge fire place that will be restored with gold tiling... From the drawings and photos, it is going to be really cool. I hope I can return someday and see it again. If I had a business in Buffalo, no doubt ALL of my guests would be sent in that direction.

NOW, back to my walking tour, I was back at it by 2:30 p.m.; I had thought about lunch, but wanted to see all I could of the downtown buildings before they emptied out at rush hour. It is a 2.5 mile tour ... I didn't hurry, but I kept moving so as not to miss much. Buffalo is a SAD, SAD place. It felt as if every 3rd building was empty. And only 1 of 10 buildings in use looked to be in good repair. It was a wreck from what is known of Buffalo's rich history. It was both painful and motivating... one has the feeling to roll up the sleeves and get to work.

The purpose of the tour was to get an idea of what was there, and what I might be able to find for a building. I saw three possibilities. Good, right? Two were simply not big enough, one was too big... I have decided to research the one that is too big first... as costs might easily eliminate that option. Here is what I liked about the building: It was HUGE... yet empty (be sure to SNAP the pictures for the scary details). It is on Main Street, just a few doors down from the Hyatt... which seems to be in the middle of a renovation (good indication of business forecast). Main Street has NO cars. There is a trolley that runs the road. This isn't good because it limits "exposure" for a business. But "no cars" does have many positives; for example, it would be very quiet in the guest rooms! The next cool thing is that is was located next to a small "park" like area. VERY small park, but proportional to the building (you can see it in the picture - the wide part of the building aligns to the park/sitting area. This would give a nice view to guests as you'll note in the pictures. There is some interesting features in the building, but looks as if one could mix in some contrasting elements to make it fresh and more interesting. I don't know what the cost is... I'll look into it this week. But it looks like fun.

It would be an okay place for me to live and run my business. I could have a nice living space and office/lobby. Plus, it is less than 3 minutes from Church.

Just from the look of the building, I think I could eventually have as man as 13 guest rooms (including 3 suites), a small fitness room, a meeting room, my living quarters, a bakery, a deli... and maybe even a lap pool in the basement. Plus storage and a laundry. Or the building could be falling down!? Who knows... But it looks interesting. I'll follow up.

2010 Columbia County Fair - Post 1

2006-09-10T12:45:00.000-07:00

I don't know if anyone expected we'd be doing the fair so soon again, but, but perhaps the Lord had something else in mind. The chances are we might have missed someone last year!

While I (Steele) did not play a leadership roll (for which was a welcome relief from all my drama), a 2nd year objective is more "missionary" focused. Last year was decidedly a public relations focus with all the activity from giving out over 2,000 balloons.

This year, the tag is Family History... for which the Church is well known. It is a good chance for the missionaries to explain why families are important in the gospel and to help people see how both they and their families fit in the picture.

Bro. Bruce Buhler orchestrated the set up and President Richards and missionaries worked out all the mechanics in making the space functional. There are two tables for information and lots of room under for an ice chest which will be kept full for the missionaries to enjoy while they man the booth. This all happened Wednesday. Elders Lavan and Robertson were joined by the assistants to the President later that afternoon. The Milligans provided food for the missionaries on this the shortest day of their Fair service.

Thursday was their first LONG day... and a hot one with temperatures reaching into the mid-90's. Hot, and the missionaries were the bright spot in all the crowds of the fair. The contrast to all others who visited the fair was striking... clearly setting them apart. The missionaries are my heroes; it is so good to see them anxiously engaged. As with last year, they are doing great.

Elders Tanner & Boyakin from one of the Albany areas came to be their back up. They truly did their part to show that members of the Church know how to have a wholesome, good time. They entered the watermelon contest! They ended up loosing... the young woman that squeezed between them most likely affected their focus?

Some of the highlights of the day was a couple that is moving into Columbia County and will be opening a "Cafe"; the wife already had a copy of the Book of Mormon and wanted the missionaries to come and teach them more about where this book came from. They gave the missionaries their information and they promised to contact them in a month when they are settled in. The missionaries also gave out some information to some others that seemed very promising.

But that was not all... they spoke with over 300 people, 200 on Wednesday night. They gave out 5 Books of Mormon on Thursday.

And there were lots of people that came out to help out. The Chans from the Albany Stake came to help from 8 to 10 p.m. on Wednesday and Bro. Baldwin on Thursday night. Steele (me), Sis. Kathy Gulisane and the Trescotts also volunteered during the day. Sister Receveur brought several of the young women - Carrigan Bulher and Siena Botts; Angela Gulisane also joined them later on. Sis. Gulisane provided food for the missionaries including NY state apples and other fruit. They will be eating very healthy!

It was a busy day at the fair. So, two days down, four to go!

Columbia County Fair Day 7 of 7

2006-09-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

Last night I agreed to meet the missionaries about 9 p.m. to help them cart things back to their car. We got special permission to leave the booth there until Saturday as it is tough to get help this first week of school.

TOTALS for the week:

Books of Mormon: 30

Lessons: 69

Balloons: 2,187

Contacts (people spoken with): 9,788

The missionaries were in good spirits, but you could tell just how tired they were. They were looking forward to the more peaceful, normal missionary schedule. For missionaries, they have lived like kings for the last week. They have had a full schedule, meals provided every day and were able to stay out till 10 p.m. (we had special permission to close our booth before the others which close at 11 p.m.). Now things will level back out, but hopefully they will see many blessings from their labors.

Today they worked with the Elders from Schoharie again - Elders Gaston and McLeland. They seemed to welcome the opportunity to be a part of this fun event. Originally the Zone Leaders were to work with them, but one of them was sick and they missed this opportunity. They really needed both sets of missionaries. This made it possible for them to get away from the booth from time to time. Talking with several thousand people over a 12 hour period of time can be stressful. But they were able to be "up" and kind for the whole fair.

Today they spoke with 2,250 people, gave out 375 balloons and taught 15 lessons. They also gave out over 30 Books of Mormon. We'll have more solid details on the final report.

They had several great experiences today; they met one young man about 20 years old named Zach. It turns out that Zach is a friend of Patrick Baldwin - a young man from the Branch currently preparing to go on his mission. Zach's "intro" to the missionaries was "MAKE ME A BELIEVER". The missionaries explained that it is not something they can do for him; that he needs to find that from within. Humble reply! How tempting it is to try and make someone a believer? Zach had trouble with the concept of "faith" and "belief". The missionaries spoke of the affects of a hot stove... how you can feel it even if you might not be able to see it; or gravity, how you can feel the pull, but it isn't something you can "see". Zach got it... he was deeply affected. The missionaries feel confident that a seed was planted. They will check up on Zach in the days to come.

Another lady came by in a wheel chair. She was a "carny" (someone that travels around working carnivals). She was from Delaware. She noticed the large "Plan of Salvation" chart and asked many questions... about baptism and those that do not hear about Jesus in this life. She was shocked and amazed by what the Missionaries told her... she knew it was truth. She asked how she could do work for her ancestors... the missionaries said that first she would need to move here... (KIDDING). They explained that she needed to learn more and they provided the information she would need. She also asked about the Book of Mormon and they gave her a copy. It was interesting because she kept coming back to the booth with more questions about the information the missionaries gave her to read.

Elder Walker and Long also said that they play basketball for a few hours on their preparation day... and all 8 boys they play with saw them at the fair (all non-members). They said these are not the kind of boys that would have ever associated with the "religious" sort, yet they all felt comfortable talking to them at the fair. The Elders said that their preparation day was changed to Tuesday this week and would be playing with them the next day. Both missionaries felt like they had the chance to show good people what they were about.

I brought them lunch today. With my crazy schedule of late, the best I could do was to pick up some fried chicken and bring it to the fair. Unhealthy, but I think they enjoyed it (it was good chicken). While I was there I noticed Assemblyman Pete Lopez. Mr. Lopez is perhaps the only Assemblyman that I know that I really, really admire. I have met Mr. Lopez a few times with community stuff and while I'm not sure he would remember me, I knew him well enough that he is always welcoming. I stepped over and said how nice it was to see him at the fair; I then pointed to the missionaries and told him that I would like him to go meet them before he leaves. Sure enough, the missionaries told me that he came over twice... once to speak with them and again to meet the Schohairie missionaries when they got there. Mr. Lopez represents both areas. I told the missionaries that if they could help him to accept the gospel that I would pay for their college education... KIDDING, but only sort of. I was so humble to have all these good men meet each other.

We spoke about some of the things that went well... the missionaries said the balloons were a great way to help people feel comfortable with them. The multi-colors was a chance to interact (what color??). They said the TVs (two of them) were a great way to help people approach the booth without feeling they had to talk to anyone. One man was sitting in the "beer garden" area (perfectly located next to US!?) and was focused on the large TV for about 45 minutes. Elder Long made sure no one got in his vision. While the man did not speak much to the missionaries, he knew that the missionaries were quietly watching out for him. There was a lot of love in this booth of light in a dark world.

Another cool experience, Elder Long and Elder Mcleland were taking a much needed break from the booth when they met a "carny" who was working the dart throwing booth. He asked them some questions about who they are and mentioned a movie he had seen with missionaries in it. Elder Long told him about what missionaries do and why they do it. His name was Steve and he was a really cool guy. When they were walking by again he said, "I see a lot of people with balloons, where's mine." What a wonderful seed of faith planted.

The Elders said they even made fast friends of the older gentleman that attended to the bathrooms. They drank lots of water, so they made a number of trips... and the older man teased them that they were either drinking a lot of beer or a lot of water... and he figured it must be water. HUGE connections the boys made. Maybe next time some of these people have a chance to learn more, they will not be as quick to turn them away.

Brother Navoom came by to check on the missionaries again... he has been great about checking up on them everyday. They said the Dains (sp) also came by to meet them, and the missionaries expressed a deep appreciation for Sister Goldman when she came by. They said that she really helped to build them up when they came by.

We'll write more about "what went right" and "what went wrong" later on. There are two aspects of this... one was simple public relations; and the other was the missionary opportunity to introduce the gospel in a personal, yet gentle way. In my humble opinion, this was a HUGE success. My greatest respect and appreciation to the missionaries... they worked hard and held fast. I thank God for this chance to work with them.

Columbia County Fair Day 6 of 7

2006-09-06T19:26:00.000-07:00

I had the chance to go visit the missionaries tonight before they went home. After a long, long day... they were fine; full of energy and ready for more. Where does the energy come from?

Today Elders Long and Walker were on their own... no supporting missionaries to help them out. But they did great in spite of feeling a bit lonely at times. Sis. Haight from the Branch stayed with the booth during the morning so the Elders could go to Sacrament. And Sis. Haight was a rock star! She was all over the place reaching out to everyone that went by. The missionaries were very proud of her. She was there for at least 3 hours.

They gave out 400 balloons and spoke with 2,417 people. They gave 10 lessons. If there were members at the fair (on Sunday), no one admitted it. Several members of the Branch did come out to check on them and make sure they were okay (I was one of them). President Richards came out... stayed with them for a while, as did Sister Woods and Brother Navoom.

They had some good stories... one "mixed" family of three came by... a mom (a Christian that was not sure of God's love), a 14 year old girl (Jewish) and a 16 year old boy (Atheist). They had a good discussion about the love of God and how we need Him in our lives. It sounded to me that they really listened to the Elders.

A sad story... given it was Sunday, a lot of non-Church-going folk were there this morning. The missionaries gave one balloon to a little girl and the mom made them give it back saying to her daughter "you are NOT a child of God". This is the kind of thing the missionaries are up against. They took it in stride.

Elder Long said that he figured out how to talk to more people... he said all he has to do is smile. And he has a sharp smile; no doubt this worked well for him. He also shared that some kids come up - nicely - and begged for another balloon... Elder Long said "do you just want to suck the helium out to talk funny???". They look at him innocent like... and Elder Long gives them a balloon. Most everyone they meet love them. I think the balloons are an excuse for people to get to see the missionaries up close...

Elder Walker shared a story about "Condi" who was interested in the Plan of Salvation. She talked to them for a while and finally set up a meeting to learn more at the end of the week.

Elder Walker also told me of another powerful experience... Parker Haight got sick. So, they went between several trailers where it was quiet and private and they gave him a blessing... they said Parker was immediately better. It is good to have the Lord's Priesthood to address such matters as they come up.

Both missionaries mentioned that today was a good day for the young girls... I guess several of them were "hitting on" the missionaries. Being the solid men they are, this too they took in stride. I think they are mostly safe in that they are grateful for what they have. But it is more scary evidence of the things they face everyday.

Both Elders feel certain we should do this again... even after all these long hours. They both said it was the most successful week on their missions in terms of reaching out to the community. Elder Long had an idea that next year we should "sell" water? If we sold at cost ($0.30), they would be the most popular booth at the fair since most are selling water for $2.00 a bottle. It could be the "booth of the living waters". Nice idea guys... maybe we'll do it.

I should also add that the TVs looked great. The picture quality on the flat screens at night was beautiful. While it was too loud to hear them, it was nice to look at the pictures. They said the "family" videos did the best... and sometimes people would sit in the food court and just watch the TVs.

Okay, one more day to go. I think they face this last day with mixed emotion. I think they are ready for a more peaceful effort, but I'm certain they will miss this chance to reach out to so many people. These boys have HUGE hearts... they want to give and they are grateful for the opportunity no matter how tired they are.

I'll be going to see them at lunch and again to close up shop tomorrow night.

Columbia County Fair Day 5 of 7

2006-09-05T19:09:00.000-07:00

I-yi-yi... I worry about these boys. They called tonight at 10 p.m. clearly dead on their feet. I'm so glad they only have 2 days more to go. They are TIRED. And I worry... I am hopeful that we can get some new members so that maybe we can be more help in the good work they are doing.

Today they gave out 476 balloons. Please consider that... that is nearly 500 balloons saying "I am a Child of God" with "mormon.org" on them. The kids sporting these balloons... well, I'm hopeful that it will sink into their minds what this really means. The two assisting missionaries were Elders LeBlanc and Waldron. They are in a "walk" area in Albany (meaning no bikes or cars). The Baldwins went and picked them up and brought them back today. Elder LeBlanc got his picture taken by the local newspaper when he was giving out balloons. As the PR guy from the Branch, I am hopeful that will make the papers...

Elder LeBlanc did his best today... I guess he is a big guy and tried to beat the 78-push-up-record at the military booth.. he was able to do 52 - actually more, but they said he did not go far enough down for many of them! Good try Elder.

The missionaries spoke with 2,027 people today... Elder Walker sounded tired just saying it. And they taught 13 lessons.

For some new experiences... one lady came up to the booth - a born-again Christian and wanted them to pray with her. Of course they did, but it was a rather odd experience with the masses of people at the fair. I'm so proud of these boys... they have much courage dealing with some of the odd-balls that show up at the fair! They also met with some investigators from the Hyde Park area and spoke to them about the restoration.

For lunch they had roast beef and turkey sandwiches, oranges, peaches, cookies and lots more... and bottled water. The Gulisane's (Sis. G. is the R.S. President, and Bro. G. is in the Stake Presidency) brought them lunch today. The missionaries also saw Sis. Woods again, she is a less active member of the Branch and Bro. Navoom. They also saw four members from Albany and several from New York City.

Two more days... surely there is a reward waiting for this huge and wonderful work these boys are doing.

Stats to date:

Total
Lessons
44
Balloons
1,412
Spoke w/
5,121

Columbia County Fair Day 4 of 7

2006-09-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

The day started strong for the missionaries with a call from President Bulloch, their Mission President. No doubt, this LONG adventure is starting to show some ware on our fine missionaries.

In spite of these very hard hours, they sounded GREAT tonight... which is always a relief to me. It is amazing how much we ask of these boys... I often wonder if we would do as much. I'm not sure I want to know the answer to that!

The missionaries from Greenville visited them - Elders MacIntosh & Gurney. Elder MacIntosh spent a good part of the day painting on the one wall where the TV was located... We'll get some pictures for that later.

Today they spoke with 1,461 people, they taugh 10 lessons, and gave out 276 balloons.

The Receveur's fed them today... they had lots of sandwiches; the loved the PB&J along with the ham sandwiches, granola bars, beef jerky, penuts, bottled water and these "ding dong" things. They are loving being feed everyday!

They had 2 members visit them from other areas, Dot from Pittsfield force fed them some ice cream and from a few members from the Albany Ward.

From our Branch, Bro. Navoom visited again as well as Sister Woods (not sure who that was).

Good stories...

One guy named Bill promised to come to Church on Sunday; he is in his 30's and they really enjoyed speaking with him. Likewise another guy was watching the "Family Answers" DVD and told the missionaries that he really wanted to make his family happy and asked for the DVD. They gave it to him! Good for them...

They said a few people came up to "bash" with them, but it did not seem to bother them that much.

Pray for our boys... It takes an awful lot for them to be in front of thousands of people for 12 hour days. THREE MORE DAYS TO GO...

Columbia County Fair Day 3 of 7

2006-09-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

Big day for the boys... they have a "clicker" that they track how many people they spoke with. Today - a slow day - they spoke with 1,101 people. The Elders were clearly tired.

They also track "lessons" which means they teach more than one doctrine of the Church, answer questions and give out material. They taught 12 lessons today...

They gave out more than 400 balloons. The guys are becoming professionals... Old hands at dealing with mass numbers of people.

They had Elders McLeland and Gaston from Schohairie - another companionship from their district. It was much better for the missionaries as this way they could take turns walking around the fair and enjoying some of what was going on.

Elder Long entered a "hot dog eating contest". I guess he ate 5 1/2 dogs in 3 minutes or something like that. We anticipate a picture in the local paper tomorrow. GOOD move Elder Long... it will be great for people to see that we can have fun.

They said they had more food than they could eat... and took some home with them. The Richards fed them today... they had sandwiches, fruits, cucumbers, salad, lots of good healthy stuff... and pudding and apple juice.

President Richards came out to visit the missionaries after work, and Sis. Ernst also came by. There were three members from Schohairie that even stayed with the booth for a while today (given they had their missionaries from their own ward). They also had 3 members from Glenville come by... more than our own! So, the fair attracts people from far and wide. There was also a lady that visited from Pittsfield named Dot... she said she was well connected to our Branch. No doubt someone will know who she is???

I asked if they had any negative experiences and they didn't have many. One guy tried to "trick" them, or rationalize away the truth of the gospel. I guess the missionaries remained calm and did their best to answer him. He soon got frustrated and said "have a nice day gentleman". Interesting?

On a positive side, another woman named Tina was at the fair with a few kids. She asked a few questions and then came back a few minutes later and asked if she could have some literature. And then came back a third time to find out how she could attend Church. She said she is going to try to come this Sunday.

So, our missionaries are working hard... you can tell they are getting tired. I'll try to get some pictures and load them up tomorrow. Remember to pray for them... they have four days left.

Columbia County Fair Day 1 & 2 of 7

2006-09-01T17:42:00.000-07:00

9/1/2009 - DAY 2 / 9:30 p.m.

Elders called at 9:24 p.m. tonight and they were on their way home. They put me on speaker. I have NEVER heard any missionaries in our Branch on fire as they were tonight.
Elder Long said "This is the most people I've seen in my WHOLE mission". He sounded more alive than I've ever heard him. It was like music to my ears.

The closing stats for tonight... 532 people came by the booth; they gave out 260 balloons. Kids LOVED them... the "I am a Child of God" print on the side was welcomed by parents and kids alike. The spirit was strong. They said TEENAGERS wanted them. They never turned anyone away - but they only offered balloons to little kids with parents. They were LOVING IT.

The saw many members from other Wards in the area; 3 or 4 from Albany; 1 from from Schoharie, 1 from Kingston, 1 from Mass, 2 from Long Island.

Members of the Branch were very supportive. The Baldwins had lots of food for them; potato salad, chef salad, turkey sandwiches, pie, M&Ms, water... and Siana Botts grandmother brought the missionaries a "blooming onion"... which Elder Walker really enjoyed. Spencer and Carrigan Buhler came and watched the booth with the Elders ran off to the bathroom (today is the ONLY day they were by themselves). Brother Navoom also came by and helped for a while. Brother Baldwin was there a good part of the afternoon. They said that President Richards called them and they really appreciated that.

For good stories, Elder Long said a Hispanic woman saw them and he heard her saying "look, there are the Elders". Sure enough, she came running out to them. Her family had a booth at the fair and the connection was really welcoming. It turns out that she is preparing to serve a mission and the family booth is a way to make money.

Elder Walker said a "Pepsi" delivery guy for the fair was hanging out at the booth.. he was about 23 years old and from Albany. He was very anxious... and Elder Walker talked to him about the need for prophets. The young man said he really understood the need for a prophet in these crazy times. Humbly he asked Elder Walker if he could have a Book of Mormon and likewise promised to read it. So... Elder Walker gave him one. I hope he got a name and address too!

The also got the name and address of a girl in our Branch that was a former investigator. She gave them her name and number and said she wanted to talk to them again a bit later in the Semester.

Okay, that is it for tonight's report. I promise I'll keep it shorter tomorrow. I personally am so grateful this is working out because... well, because of a lot of reasons. MORE tomorrow.

9/1/2009 - DAY 2 / 7 p.m.

Okay, we'll have a report later... but I had to jump on this ASAP. Elder Walker just called with a report... it is 6:44 p.m., and they have already given out 100 balloons. ONE HUNDRED!!! And today is the slow day.

To be as tired as they must be, I'm so proud of them I could bust. He said they taught 3 short lessons, and 271 people have come by the booth. At the time they called, they had just figured out how to get the TVs running.

He promised to call back tonight after they got home... just so I know they are home safe and to give the final numbers.

FYI, Today started at 9 a.m.; I met the missionaries and Brother Buhler at the Church; donuts waiting! We manged to "unhinge" the 32" flat screen that came from the stake center and the 20" flat screen & related plugs, DVD players, etc. Between 9 a.m. and 1:30 p.m., Bro. Buhler orchestrated the touch up paint for the booth, the installation of the large flat screen on the wall behind the missionaries, the balloon tanks, a bench, a shelf under the front counter... we then loaded up all the goods into Bruce's truck and my truck... ran off for lunch, to Radio Shack, dump stuff at the Church and then the missionaries raced off to shower and change. They got back to the booth at 3:30 p.m.

Brother Baldwin brought them food for the day, and got the "disks" to clip the balloons. I should also mention that Bro. Schloss came BACK again today... like an angel he took his lunch hour to give of his good cheer, lend a hand and then off he went.

8/31/2009 - Day 1
Bro. Buhler, the missionaries and I met at my motel to pick up the parts to assemble a "booth" at the County Fair for the missionaries. It will be a long 5 days for the missionaries (not counting today OR the day we will un-assemble the booth).
It started at 9 a.m. We had hoped for some other help, but alas, it just didn't work out. It is a good thing that we can always be sure of Bruce and the missionaries (Elders Walker and Long)... they just never seem to get sick or give out of energy... as was true today. I, on the other hand, I'm dead tired. My day just ended a 8:30 after returning the missionaries to their apartment. I should add that Bro. Brian Schloss showed up when he was delivering the helium tanks... and at very crucial point. His great attitude and strong constitution really helped.

It went up amazingly well... no big complications. This is 100% due to having a shop teacher (Bro. Buhler) there to patiently instruct 3 very un-handy assistants. It is up, solid and I'm pretty sure it will stand - IN SPITE of the fact that I was a fairly big part of the construction. I'm humbled... truly humbled to have been a part, and to have had Bruce's help... and of course, our excellent missionaries.

Pictures - (Make sure to "snap" on the picture to get the LARGE look... 1) The "load" from the motel. Bruce worked magic getting this thing loaded on his boat trailer - WHICH he upgraded with shocks for the trip. Bruce put a lot of effort into this.. we would have been lost without him. Notice how fresh they all look so early in the morning! 2) Good shot of the MOSTLY finished booth. Lots of touch up tomorrow. 3) The work crew - except for Brian. I look particularly MESSED up... I was hurting... long day of hard work and I was STRESSED. If only I could get paid to worry...

I'll edit this post every day for the rest of the fair... please tune in again. Steele